How do I feel?
I feel sad and hurt that she forgot. It shows what part of her life I occupy. Or don't occupy as the case may be. I don't think I am angry. Well, maybe a little pissed off because I'd be pissed off if any friend of mine had forgotten we had some prior engagement.
I don't know how to react. Part of me is hurt, part of me is pissed. I don't want to do or say anything I will later regret, so I think I will just shut up. At the same time, I want to let my feelings out. So I guess this journal entry will be about as good as it gets.
I cannot believe she forgot. I was so looking forward to it, and now SHE FUCKING FORGOT. Why did she have to forget? I guess the more you hope for something, the harder it is to face disappointment. You would think that I, for one, would know better than to hope for too much. I guess I just haven't learned my lesson.
Well, what a crappy way to start the day huh?
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