Monday, July 23, 2001

An ex-boyfriend's wish list

I wish I had

proposed earlier
looked at you once more
wept more tears for you
loved the girl within you
bought you more pearl tea
listened to you whine more
seen you smile one more time
brought you to Great America
found you a few more quarters
held your hand a little longer
snored less when I stayed over
watched the stars with you more
scratched your back for you more
kicked your butt a few more times
brought your grandma out for a walk
shared more of my thoughts with you
cleaned up the spider webs more often
watched the sunset and sunrise with you
taken you on a trip, just the two of us
bought you more roses and gerba daisies
called you on the phone a few more times
encouraged you more, and scolded you less
went out for long aimless drives with you
bought you a new phone that doesn't go *BEEP*
made you laugh and smile more, made you cry less
talked to you more and shared more thoughts with you
held you more, hugged you more, kissed you more, loved you more
But most of all
I wish I had appreciated you more

But wishes are just formless thoughts
Floating like smoke in the wind
And just like smoke in the wind
Most wishes just vanish
But if I could have just one last wish
I wish that you happiness and joy